Hey People,
I know.... Its been a long time.... Sorry about that.
I was just busy with some stuff in college and all that.
Its sometime in life, when you face a problem, or rejection or a failure, that you actually understand the value of friendship.
I mean, my parents see me as an irresponsible fat blob and my sisters( yeah,I have two of them) see me in the same light. So basically, I'm given the least responsibility and value in the house.
Now in my group of friends... its a different story. I'm given a equal share in all sayings... And I get to choose what to do or not.... My opinion alone can change our groups plans.
Now that kind of recognition.... that you get there... Its something different.
For a person who never gets any recognition at his home, suddenly this is something new... And he starts living for them.
Seeing them, talking to them, chatting with them, hanging out with them, becomes his top priorities.
Now I can't and won't blame my parents or family for any of this.... Even though they still continue to say I'm irresponsible and all that...
Even could be the fact that I'm usually on the laptop.... But, my notes and everything are on the laptop. And I don't expect them to understand that.
To them I'm just a person who can't do anything right.
If only they gave me a proper chance, like my friends did for me.
I'd show them I am a totally different person from who they think I am.
P.S: I know I sound like a whining idiot, but you guys are all I've got. My friends know this obviously, but this is the only place, where I can anonymously share my feelings.
Cheers,
Indian Boy
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I know.... Its been a long time.... Sorry about that.
I was just busy with some stuff in college and all that.
Its sometime in life, when you face a problem, or rejection or a failure, that you actually understand the value of friendship.
I mean, my parents see me as an irresponsible fat blob and my sisters( yeah,I have two of them) see me in the same light. So basically, I'm given the least responsibility and value in the house.
Now in my group of friends... its a different story. I'm given a equal share in all sayings... And I get to choose what to do or not.... My opinion alone can change our groups plans.
Now that kind of recognition.... that you get there... Its something different.
For a person who never gets any recognition at his home, suddenly this is something new... And he starts living for them.
Seeing them, talking to them, chatting with them, hanging out with them, becomes his top priorities.
Now I can't and won't blame my parents or family for any of this.... Even though they still continue to say I'm irresponsible and all that...
Even could be the fact that I'm usually on the laptop.... But, my notes and everything are on the laptop. And I don't expect them to understand that.
To them I'm just a person who can't do anything right.
If only they gave me a proper chance, like my friends did for me.
I'd show them I am a totally different person from who they think I am.
P.S: I know I sound like a whining idiot, but you guys are all I've got. My friends know this obviously, but this is the only place, where I can anonymously share my feelings.
Cheers,
Indian Boy
Follow me on Twitter and also Like me page in Facebook.
And any comments about anything, just send me an e-mail.
Hey there, so yeah i know you posted this a year ago :P But just wanted to say- hope you are doing fine now:) and it's not as though they didn't give you an opportunity to prove yourself.....you just didn't make use of the million chances they would have given you when they expected a more responsible change from you!
ReplyDelete- L
P.S- I know how indian parents can be, lol facing mine requires a certain "tolerance level" as well :P
Dear L,
DeleteThank you for the kind words. Yes, I know you posted this about 6 months ago, but it's now that I'm checking it.
I have realised that I had been indeed given millions of opportunities and that, after all, and after whatever happens, in the end all you have is family.
I'm not saying friends are bad either, but, I was a fool to not have seen the opportunities staring at me in the face.
Hope you see this soon.
With lots of love,
I.B